Dreamy Hero

"Self-confidence is nothing but a lie. No one knows where my real wounds are." That was a line from the song "dreamy hero". I wanted to tell him that I am really hurting whenever he brings up the topic of love especially loving a different person. I just wanted to cry and be worn out just to ease the pain I'm feeling. How can one person love another person as much as I am loving him. Am I stupid? Urgh.. I miss him. I miss his tender words. I miss the way he cares for me. I miss the way we talk and argue a lot. It never tends to be boring with him.

I wake up everyday, putting a smile on my face as if nothing was hurting me. I tell everyone I am okay but the truth is, I am hurting like hell craving for you, I want you so badly. But I guess, everything ends there. I hope my hurting will too.