Here I am writing my first blog entry. It is exactly 4:47 am and I'm still not sleepy. Mainly because I don't know if I just lost someone that I love the most. These past few days has been a hard time for me. He's just freaking busy, if that is true or maybe he's making an excuse not to talk to me. I dunno. If he really likes me that maybe he would give a spare of his time to text me. In the first place, I don't know our status. We are just friends but sometimes we dont act like one. I don't know. I shouldnt care anymore. He said bye already. I must move on. He's just pain in the ass. He's so serious and not fun.::: I really don't know why I like him. : He wasn't just the same person I met a year ago. hay. anyway. been keeping myself busy by watching summerland and sleeping. What a fun way to spend the summer:: I'm really pissed. URGH. I hope he'll regret everything he did to me.::
